Wednesday, October 21, 2009

This is England!



So I'm in London with my girlfriend for two weeks and I've decided to write about it. She is a fashion photographer and won a contest with British Airways, who kindly gave us two roundtrip tickets to England. The deal was that everyone had to write a proposal on how they would use photography during their stay, if chosen, to promote English culture and their photos would adorn the Terminals of British Airways. The winners would receive tickets for two people.

I'm mostly tagging along as the +1, although I am assisting and working on my music and homework as well. I'm also lugging around our massive suitcase and her camera case in order to increase my shoulder strength.

Weeks before we departed I started doing research so that we could make the most of our stay London. We had been wanting to visit Europe but it would have been a while before we could save enough money. This free trip was very fortunate for us.

Our approach to traveling is unlike that of the typical tourist. We don't generally care for tourist attractions such as tours, landmarks, tchotchke shops, etc. When we travel somewhere our goal is to learn about what it's like to live somewhere. So when people ask us about Boston, where we've lived for over two years, we really have no idea what the cool tourist destinations are. I'm sorry but I just don't care about the tours, I don't want to pay ridiculous prices at extremely lame and gimmicky restaurants for mediocre food, and I certainly have no need to buy "I love [location]" memorabilia and such to "prove" to myself that I had a good time. Just ask my best friend John, I talked to him online and I raved about the supermarket for 10 minutes. Traveling is like me auditioning the world to see where I'd like to live.

The main concern for research was the fact that we knew nothing about London and had no idea which area would be ideal to stay in. The factors of staying somewhere were how nice the area was, whether it was quiet or rowdy, whether it was safe, the accessibility and convenience. I wanted to use the trip to possibly inspire me while I wrote my music and to increase my culturual understanding of the rest of the world. I basically hoped to stay somewhere "cool" and/or "artsy."

Another important concern was our budget. It was unanimous that we would not be renting a car or leaving the city at all and while our plane tickets were free, we did have to pay for wherever we were staying for two weeks.

Of course, something very important to us is food. Whenever we go somewhere new the most important thing is for us to map out all the restaurants that we want to visit to experience amazing food. I had been asking people about England and many told me the food was horrible, although there was Indian food. The reputation of England is as Dennis Farina's character in Snatch puts it, "Fish, Chips, Cup 'o tea, Bad food, Worse weather, Mary f'in Poppins..." So I was slightly worried. Another assumption is that everything is more expensive in London.

What bothers me a bit is the fact that people blindly hear and regurgitate notions about certain things as fact without ever having experienced anything first hand. How can they possibly think that this makes them sound intelligent and cultured?

Say milk is $4 a gallon in the US. It's not going to be 4 Pounds in England. If it was then yes it would be like $7 dollars. People assume, the Pound is double the Dollar so everything is twice as expensive. I cannot express how stupid and ignorant people sound when they, upon hearing I'm going to England or even when I was moving to Boston, in an effort to contribute some sort of intelligence, warn me of things such as the money as if I wouldn't survive without their bullshit information.

So anyway, from my research I concluded that there were a few Indian restaurants, a bunch of Pubs, budget eateries that taste like shit, a few guitar shops, shopping streets like NY, and insanely expensive hotels or less insane hostels that are horrible.

Eventually I settled on a chain of hostels called Astor Hostels which had a cool web site and seemed to have decent facilities but did not have any private 2-person rooms for 13 days straight. I decided to stay for a couple days at each hostel and this way we would not get stuck in one area, and we would get to experience living in a different region every couple days. Total the hostels cost us just under $100 a day for the both of us. Were were still a bit anxious since all we know about hostels is people crammed into tiny rooms and the Eli Roth movie.

What we've concluded upon arriving in London and being here for a few days is that we love London. I wouldn't go as far as to buy a shirt that proclaims so, but I will say that so far London has been the greatest city I've ever been to. I could see myself moving here and living here in a few years.


London is beautiful, from the classic architecture to the cobblestone roads as well as the layout of streets, the culture, and of course the accents. The first night we stayed in Victoria which is a quiet neighborhood. We walked around in the middle of the night looking for food and found pubs everywhere as well as Indian restaurants sometimes two per block.

We finally settled on an Indian place and the food was phenomenal. It was a bit sweeter than Indian food in the US and with more milk, which I enjoyed. I had read during my research that Indian food was sweet here due to the English sweet tooth. It also ended up being slightly cheaper than a similar meal would have been in Boston.

Everyone is also very welcoming and open as well as polite. Many people ran into me on the busy streets and all of them would apologize and say stuff like "no worries" or "cheers."

People especially at the hostels are extremely personable. Many people assume that city folk from Boston or New York or foreigners are rude. From my experience I believe it is the arrogant, presumptuous attitudes of tourists and many Americans that turn people off and cause a negative response.

We walked around exploring during the day and ended up getting some random chinese food in chinatown from a carryout place in a small alley. The chinatown here is super-clean, does not smell of nasty seafood, trash, piss from crackheads, sewage, that Boston and New York have. We had "cashew chicken" which is basically like kung pao chicken but with cashew. This was a bit saltier than I normally eat, which is no salt, but was very delicious, with rice, a bottle of water, and cost us 5 pounds for lunch ($8.50 USD).

There are small business and restaurants EVERYWHERE, they are all clean and have tons of variety. You can find any type of food you want. They have sushi places that have conveyer belts around the bar and you just take what you want ala carte style. There are sushi places with individually or double packed nigiri that you pick out to create your own bento lunchbox all around $1 or $1.50 for two pieces, ($1.7 USD, $2.55 USD)

There are actually several shopping streets and really I haven't explored all of them. We like to window shop as we can't really afford most of the clothing that we admire. It feels like half the city is shopping and food and it really is quite nice to just walk around and get cheap food and take in the beautiful architecture. The tiny cars don't speed around dangerously, there are no Hummers, and certainly I have not heard gasolina being blasted from a ridiculously ugly civic.

There is also an availability or beer pretty much anywhere, and you can drink on the street, provided you don't get too out of control. The cafes are also quite impressive here. I've been impressed by places like Tealuxe in Boston, but other than Crema, most of the coffee shops are trash and have nasty espresso. Starbucks and Dunkin Donuts are not even considered. Most of the coffee shops here have really good espresso and there is a big chain called Nero that I've seen everywhere. For some reason everyone who works at a cafe has been Italian which is quite comforting. It is very hard to get regular coffee though since most Europeans drink espresso, but they do sell Cafe Americano, which is just espresso in water. You can figure out why it's called that. Starbucks here may have regular coffee although we haven't gone into one yet. I've been mostly drinking English Breakfast Tea which is their blend of black tea with some milk. This is the base for the popular Bubble Tea at asian places. Asians don't really drink milk so this was actually brought to Japan and Hong Kong during British Occupations.

We've tried a few beers and some ciders which were all pretty good. This is really a preference so I will just say that I hate American beer and I do prefer imported when I do drink which is seldom nowadays.

We met up with someone we know from Boston who designs clothes here and ate at a Swedish place called Fika (http://www.fikalondon.com) and had reindeer salami, swedish meatballs (ikea style), Pear Cider, and a Finnish Lager, the names of which I cannot pronounce or remember. The Lager was pretty good and the Cider tasted like soda, a little too sweet for me but perfect for most tastes. It was about a 15 minute walk from the Tube station and we had to trek through a street that had at least 50 Indian Restaurants. I got the impression when I searched online that there were several Indian Restaurants, no one bothered to say that there was a street full of Indian Restaurants. No one bothered to say there was a street with about ten music instrument stores either.

You can pretty much find anything you want to eat anywhere in the city.

There are also a bunch of museums here, many of which are FREE admission and have a lot of really good stuff, much better than our MFA, which is still pretty good but is only free because I'm a student in the city. Even the Louvre in Paris only costs something like $15 USD to get into. Someone told me it was going to be really expensive. What a jackass.

This long entry will have to do for now, until I write more and organize them. I just wanted to get this started.

One more price comparison. I bought a two-liter bottle of spring water from a convenience store. A 24-hour convenience store that has tons of food including steak, and their sandwich cooler has like 20 different types of sandwiches, all of which are deliciously edible, unlike the garbage 7-eleven subs meant for drunk crackheads. The two-liter bottle of water cost 36 pence. I looked at it at least five times and at my receipt a few times. That converts to 61 cents. Bottled water is cheaper than soda...?

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Photoshoot Video

Just finished editing footage and writing music for a photoshoot video.
www.jackiepuwalski.com



Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Plans for New Apartment

I'm moving to a new apartment, one that I'm actually very excited about. It is a 7th floor rooftop penthouse loft right next door to Berklee. I was very fortunate to have found the listing after months and months of searching, signing, having unprofessional landlords screw us by saying yes and then changing his mind, etc... I am grateful for the difficulties getting here because I wouldn't have ended up with this apartment otherwise.

I'm going to keep posting updates about the progress since this is the apartment of our dreamsand it seems more like a place you would expect to find in New York rather than Boston. For now I've done a rough sketch of the planning for my room/studio/front hallway.

This will be called 'flightProject'


On the right is the front door of the apartment and outside is the hallway that connects to the stairs and our neighbor/landlord apartment.

the other door to the left goes to the rest of the apartment as well as the patio which is shown to the left.

It's basically an L-shaped room. For the sleep area, i wanted to build a platform so that it was two steps up on a slightly higher plane. I'll also be building a platform bed because I prefer my bed to be lower. The little mini-wall adds a feeling of privacy and separates the sleep area from the work area. But because it is still open, the room retains its feeling of openness and space. The room has huge windows on three walls and it gets pretty hot in there so we're going to need huge curtains, two of which i've drawn in.

The lower area is the studio and band practice area. The "front hallway" is made by dividing the space with stolmen poles. In between the poles are plexiglass sheets that I'm intending on painting with spraypaint and acrylic. It should look pretty cool. The little block near the bottom in front of the poles is actually a heater/furnace thing that is in the apartment.

So without the use of doors or real walls, I believe I can keep the spacious feel of the room visually and mentally, and allow easier access to the different areas. The front hall was important because Jackie will be working out of the apartment and will set up her photography office/studio in the other room which has 30 ft ceiling and windows. We needed a professional looking "lobby." This should work out as long as I keep my room clean.

For the furniture, I've decided to build our furniture because after looking at a bunch of stores I can conclude that I would rather build something myself, have it be exactly what I want, and at a fraction of the cost. Designs and pictures will materialize eventually.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Depreciation

Apparently these days American girls like to think that getting a divorce is some sort of accomplishment that they should celebrate. Perhaps they feel that it took a lot of guts to confront the issue. They don't realize that their marriage in the first place was a failure on their part to be an intelligent human. In the weeks building up to their breaking point, they start to blame their horrible husband, their children that remind them so much of the man they hate. Eventually they'll start to hate all men in general based on their own tiny boxed-in universe. They'll blame everyone except for themselves for making idiotic choices and decisions.

Marriage is like a tattoo. Sometimes people get lame ones and decide to laser them off. Not a grand accomplishment.

Why do people insist on marrying people obviously not right for them? It's not even about finding the "one." That's way off topic. They already know it's not working and they ignore reality and tell themselves that once they say "I do" and/or sign the papers, their lives will instantly transform and transcend reality, breaking time and space, to an alternate universe where everything is perfect.

Perhaps for some, "love" means sacrificing your life to, in their minds, insure a better life for their partner. How absolutely arrogant and presumptuous.

How does one tell a friend not to make such a mistake? I believe people need to learn the hard way sometimes, since they either won't listen or always wonder "what if?" if they don't go through with their doomed plan. But the friend in question may not have the will or courage to abandon ship once he sets sail...

Friday, June 19, 2009

The Monster

I recently decided to order some more guitar picks and another 1/4' cable and as obsessive as I am I always have to read and research endlessly before I make a decision to pwn my credit card. Obviously my search resulted in quite a few articles about the evil of Monster Cable. They are ridiculous enough to sue anyone with Monster in their name including Monster Garage, Monster.com, Monster Energy Drink, even Disney's Monsters Inc. I don't need to go into too much detail since you can easily find all of this information and more online. Basically, they don't want anyone to "tarnish" their name with a different image and have such high prices to appear premium as well as pay for legal fees. I don't understand how they can sue over such a commonly used word. Indeed they are monsters. Also check out www.nissan.com

However, back to the point. I do have a 20' monster prolink 500 which i've had for years. I think it was around $40 when I got it, which is still the current price. It is very pretty with the gold-plated ends and everything. Everyone says they don't really carry a noticeably better signal until it comes to the 50'. Compared to my other shiesty no-name cable, it has no interference whether its due to the shielded cable or the shielded ends while the crappy one does. The monster also has the connections inside the ends covered in plastic which probably shields it a bit as well? Perhaps it has excessive or trivial additional features but it is better than none. Another important issue is the fact that the Monster cable is so stiff it does not tangle and is very easy to wind or unwind.

Alright, I agree with everyone that Monster is overpriced and they are the bad guys. But what cable should I purchase and use instead? Having done a search and looking at cables from DiMarzio around $5 cheaper or Mogami, Vintage, Live Wire, etc, around $10 cheaper. The Monster also has those little rubber bands you can use to help identify your cable.

The Monster may not sound decisively better than competitors, but it is certainly not inferior is it? I'm not going to be buying new instrument cables regularly, and I've had cheap cables crap out before. It might be unnoticeably better at shorter lengths, but it is still better and when you are using mutiple pedals and connections, and longer setups onstage, it will start to make a difference will it not? Is it worth the extra money for these Monsters? Will my conscience keep me up at night because I bought a cable from one of the most evil companies in the world? Well I still haven't stopped using Bank of America.

I have a choice of going to guitar center and paying standard high prices, going to the "mom and pop" shop and getting ripped off by assholes with bad attitudes, or paying high prices online.

I think I've decided to buy something shiesty for now, but I'm not going to say that it's better just because I bought it, just because it's cheap and made by honest people, and I'm not going to claim I won't buy something nicer once I have money.


UPDATE 6.28.09
I ended up getting a Monster "100" series 21ft. It was around $30, I didn't want to spend the money for another "500" with the gold plating. It is all-around much higher quality than cheap cables and I know competitors around the same price range have about the same product, except they don't sue people who have similar names. I don't know about other brands, but Monster does have a lifetime warranty and I've heard of tons of people at school who trade in a bunch of old cables before a big show. Evil company, yes. Do I get what I pay for? I hope so. I'll care about the evils of Monster and Reebok when I stop eating meat.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Why so fancy?

The other night, after out BBQ, I was out for a walk with some people and on the way back to my apartment. I decided to buy pizza for my friends and I got a Large Cheese and a Small Chicken Alfredo, to which one of my roommates commented, "why'd you have to get fancy pizza?" While I can excuse her naivety, because she is still figuring out who she is, what her opinions are of the world and I know that this opinion is part of many views she has adopted from her current boyfriend, I must express how much comments like this piss me off.

I'd say about as much as "free range chickens and their big ugly-ass brown eggs." While the word "fancy" in the dictionary supposedly means that something is "top notch" and "not ordinary," it has become a negative word and used in a derogatory way by many. My immediate response at the time was, "How is this fancy? I wanted alfredo sauce instead of tomato, and chicken, it's just different." She didn't know what to say.

Much of today's youth believe that the key to life or at least the ideal state of being is to be antiestablishmentarian, i.e. "hate the man", condone only subpar quality in all aspects of life, and, most importantly, give the appearance that you "don't give a fuck." I am referring to kids who hate anything popular and only like obscure things until they become mainstream, call anyone with money a "sellout," and anyone who challenges their own coolness is dismissed as a poser. The world is upside down in their mind. But is it really so in their hearts?

While this self-contradictory idea of being individual and free-thinking because one fears being outcast by others who claim to be individual and free-thinking is an issue that needs to be addressed, it is too large a topic and i'll only touch on a small part of it at this point.

Do people realize that when they shop at "streetwear" boutiques because they want to appear more "underground" and have more "streetcred" because they hate "preppy kids" who wear polo shirts, that they are shopping at a place that sells t-shirts for $60+ and shoes for $100+? In their attempt to be seen as not part of the hive-minded sheep, they have plugged themselves into simply an opposing hive-mind. Are you really promoting everything you think you are when you buy Nikes put together by young asian children who are obviously paid next to nothing, painted on by some up-and-coming artist, for $120?

Back to the pizza. I got distracted because I'm so angry. The "friend" in question's boyfriend once announced a few months ago that he prefers regular old pizza, especially from local mom-and-pop places, and hates CPK especially when they put "weird shit" on their fancy pizza. Am I the only one who thinks this is ignorant? How can you judge one pizza to be better than the other solely based on the appearance of it's creator/chef? Isn't this some sort of reverse-prejudice based on a failed logic that since you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover, you should instead judge the book conversely? If something looks like it sucks, it must be amazing.

What are these other toppings like BBQ chicken and broccoli besides just another topping? Why must unconventional toppings be treated with such racism because they are "new" and different? Most people are used to seeing cheese and pepperoni on pizza. The people I've encountered who have this negative attitude have the idea that others only pretend to enjoy strange pizza because the mainstream (i.e. rich/evil people) have told them it is good, not because they actually enjoy it. Have they ever thought that they themselves may be brainwashed to believe that the only way to eat pizza is the same way as everyone else? They'll only try things that are accepted as "cool." Upper Crust is expensive, stop enjoying it! $5 pizza from dominoes is the best!

The reason I prefer chicken alfredo pizza from most places is because their pizza sauce sucks. I also really like white pizza because I really like garlic and onions. I do enjoy pizza with tomato, oregano, garlic, extra virgin olive oil, and basil, which is one of the original ways pizza was made, when it comes to a pizza place that makes an effort to have good tasting sauce. I don't mind the super high prices and I admit, overpriced when you pay $18 for a single pizza, but I don't eat it often and we all have to make compromises and sacrifices in life as we choose the things we really want. If you are ordering food and not cooking it yourself, you've already made a decision not to maximize the efficiency of the dollar to weight ratio.

Why am I made to feel like a bad person because I prefer to eat something that tastes at least half-decent? Yes, I have taste buds and I'm not ashamed to admit to using them. How is it that people feel justified in making others feel bad for the individual, unique choices they make in different aspects of their lives, just because these instigators have no mind of their own?

If you are allowed to enjoy paying to watch a sport that you are incapable of playing, played by people who don't know you, don't give a fuck about you, AND make a ton of money so they can eat (surprise) "fancy" food, I believe I am allowed to eat a slice of "fancy" pizza and sprinkle as much fresh-grated parmesan and chili olive oil on it as I fucking please and enjoy it. You eat shitty food and hate on the man, so badass.

I am truly sorry I have functional taste buds.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

"you know i tried"

just told me you're leaving
i had just walked in the room
it's a freezing cold morning
this moment's come too soon

you've been staring out the window
looking for a reason to stay
as if you didn't already know
you've decided to fly away

i tried to catch your every tear
chase away your every fear
i tried to give you everything you wanted
i still remember dancing there
promised you to meet somewhere
i still remember every word you whispered
you know i tried

you told me your every dream
and everything you hoped for too
it was all too good it seems
i couldn't make it all come true

we've been growing apart
though i tried to hold you close
i never knew it would be this hard
but i've got to let you go

i tried to catch your every tear
chase away your every fear
i tried to give you everything you wanted
i still remember dancing there
promised you to meet somewhere
i still remember every word you whispered
you know i tried

i know i hurt you with the things i said and didn't say
i know i'm gonna think about it every second every day